I am starting my chemotherapy tomorrow. There is little else on my mind at the
moment, it pretty much consumes me, day and night. I’ve been struggling to get off to sleep due to the
cogs whirring and going into overdrive as soon as my head hits the pillow. I thought that the Oncologist
told me to steer clear of any health supplements and alternative remedies. So,
being a good girl I had put my Neal’s Yard Remedies “Sleep” roll-on to the back
of the bathroom cabinet and ever since have had trouble getting off. Today I
spoke to my Breast Care Nurse and she said I was mistaken (easy to get all that
info muddled up) and any essential oils used externally would be absolutely
fine! I am SO relieved that
tonight I can get back to my old habit of rolling the aromatherapy blend to my
pulse points. If this
doesn’t work then I am also now equipped with some hard core sleeping pills
from the Doctor!
I digress, the main point of this post is to talk about hair
loss. This is the root (pardon the
pun) cause of my anxiety. As we
all know if you have chemotherapy you are very likely to suffer hair loss (and
not just the hair from your head!).
However there is something that can be worn to prevent this … the
amazing and rather attractive (see pic) Cold Cap. The basic idea is that you wear the cap before, during and
after receiving your chemo drugs, during which time it freezes the hair
follicles and thereby prevents too much of the chemicals getting into the root
and hair shaft. To learn more
about this process please visit this link:
My local hospital is lucky enough to have one of the Paxman
cooling machines and it looks very new and hi-tech, I was pleasantly surprised
when I saw it. The cap
reminds me of a jockey’s helmet and so I shall imagine I am riding a horse
running through open fields whilst I am using it! Mad woman.
If it works, I get to keep most of my locks, not that my hair is
particularly special, it just IS to
me. The fact that I will have to
sit with my head at -5 degrees for about 4 hours is rather worrying, but I have
read that people just forget they are wearing it after the initial shock – I
suppose it numbs your brain cells too. Best case scenario is my hair will thin a little
bit but I may still opt for that short elfin hair cut. Worst case scenario is in about a
months’ time I will lose the lot and behind closed doors only, look like an egg
head. It’s really important that whilst I have
hair, I treat it as gently as possible, washing it less with very gentle
shampoo – I’m aiming at once every 4 days, no hairdryers, no styling products,
no hair straighteners!!! So my
hair will look a total (greasy) mess, even if it is my own – are you all
screaming “Oh just shave it off and wear a wig!!”? I am thinking that now. You can see how I go around in circles, in my head
throughout the night.
So in order to prepare for “hair today – gone tomorrow!”
(that’s bad isn’t it) I have done the following; bought a silk pillow case –
your hair is less likely to be rubbed off onto this than the usual ones; bought
some leave in conditioner to wear during treatment (the nurse suggested this)
and bought a few different delightful hair wear options, my favourite being a
flowery cotton bandana thing that makes me look like ‘Gypsy Rosalee’ complete
with my gold hoop earrings.
My BF says I am lucky I can pull off the hair scarf/bandana look, hats
generally suit me, so thank heavens for small mercies!
Ooh I’m in danger of sounding like my BF, so I will leave it
there! (love you Tash)
Think of me tomorrow, riding my horse! I'll be back again soon to let you know how it went.
All the best 'jockey' Cath and I really do hope you get some good shut eye tonight xxx Hang in there brave girl and lol and hugs xxxxx Loving the silk pillow idea xxxx And bugger the lot of those ignorant b*****s out there eh! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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